I think I’m coming down with a fever, but I’m pretty sure it’s not H1N1, so I don’t think it’s gonna be a big problem.
While in Malaysia, I decided to read Ichigo 100% again. I needed motivation, and that’s what Ichigo 100% always gives me, even if it does give me the wrong impression of what type of guy pulls the right kind of ladies. I always leave a couple months between each time I read this manga, because each time I read it, I feel the same emotions that I did the last time I read it… except of course when you just read the same chapter the week before.
Oddly enough, I wasn’t motivated. It might be the fever, but after finishing it I wonder about myself. Can I really pursue my dreams? Currently the closest thing I have to a dream is playing music with other people and getting famous and rich. But in Malaysia I already promised all my friends and parents I was gonna work hard this time around. So in the end I felt a little depressed. Because I have no idea how to go about doing this, and I still don’t think engineering is the way to go.
I don’t know of any clubs in my university, I guess I should do some research. It shouldn’t be too hard to form a band if you’ve been in one before. Or I’ll just find something totally unrelated and bury myself in that one. Speaking of which, I just watched a Nigerian film called My Private Part. It was so badly made and retarded that I just felt like I should go into moviemaking.
I suppose I’ll just figure out my opinion on my life again when I get over the fever.